The Diary

So, the thing is that GATE 2018 is knocking on my door and I’m scared about it. I’m not sure if I’ll stand upon the promise that I immaturely made by appearing for GATE 2017. I thought that I can deal with the exam easily if I prepare for a year solely for it. Therefore, after college graduation, I took a year off from everything just to prepare for it. And now that I’ve seen all the phases that come along with the preparation time, I am SCARED! The exam that I’ve been preparing for almost a year now, is here. And I’m not sure if I’ll be doing that good as I thought. And as it is coming closer, I find myself reluctant to study for it. My study hours have changed from 16 per day (which includes 6 hours coaching class) to 6 per day (after the coaching ended), to just 3 per day. I know. It looks terrible. But I can’t help it. I’m just not able to dedicate more time to my notes and practice. Maybe because I fell too much pressure. And I have seen other competitors. It’s demoralizing. Thou...

All I literally wanted to do was get my thoughts out somewhere. And I thought opening up my system will do some good. Stupid decision. And the reason its stupid is because it took 1 min to start my system and get up my windows. Then I opened MS Word that took another 30 seconds delay. And when it opens, it shows me activation issue. So I had to install a crack for it to get it to work fine because you see I’m just a student who is not earning and with no pocket money at all to spare on some shitty activation thing just to ensure the software is genuine so that the production company may gain some profit. All this nonsense just to put out my thoughts. This gets irritating sometimes you know. How you want to actually do something and end up doing something else that you never even wanted to do in the first place. I guess that’s why Apple is making such profits via their systems. Just press a button to power-on the thing. And in 3 seconds, the system is up and running. There are the ico...